What do you do when you can't afford therapy?And your hair is falling out and the customers are screaming and nagging and scratching and no this is not the pet cat you always wanted and the sun is too bright at night and the past is never the past and the past is never the past and the past is never the past and you think this is it the neverous breakdown and no the breathing doesn't work and the doctor says take it slow and you say show me show me slow and maybe you're just complaining but this modern society says you're not and even your community finally says you're not and your pockets say just forget it and you say just one more day I'll make it through and no rest for the little things that get you back to square one again and you keep wandering what will it be like when life is over and you keep wandering what it will be like when life is over and what do you do when you can't afford therapy and someone from the back yells pray! And no , no don't get me wrong I've never forgotten Allah and don't get me wrong I always pray and what do you do when you can't afford therapy? I write...this